When you'r past is hurting your presence....(The Before.)

That is the title to the book that a Manager gave me when I was working at Safeway. When all that horrible shit was going down with that horrible horrible person. Well I never read it then cause it never accrued to me to really care enough. Now I just found it. I just finished reading the introduction to it. Which caught me off guard at first. I mean, I knew Chad was a christian just not that big of one and the beginning of this book was full of bible quotes. It makes me not want to read it. But I feel like I need to. Not for the reason it was given to me but for more complex reasons of things that happened before that.
The book speaks of how it takes 21 days to start or brake a habit, if you can go three weeks getting up at 6 taking a shower and brushing your teeth, on time every day for the three weeks then it should become a routine. So the book is set up in 21 chapters with 3 sections. You are suppose to read and fallow what it says for that day/chapter. Do this and you will be able to reset your mind and get over and deal with your past that seems to be hurting your future/presence.
I have decided to keep track at the end of every day after waking up (Hopefully at 7 am to start my days off right.) and reading that chapter, trying to do what it is supposedly teaching. Maybe I will become a healthier person for this and with that simply be able to move on, or I could actually find help from it with in and be able to move on, or I could simply laugh at the end and tell everyone not to buy this book. We will simply have to see how it goes.

Thanks for reading.

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