Its wierd to make promises to yourself, but here it goes. My promise. Well I want to be me again. I am not a liar, I am not a fake. I cry and its alright. Its alright to be me and I am a great beautiful, wonderful, smart intellegent person. There is no need for me to be fake or lie to anyone about anything.
Another thing, I vow to do well this term, I have to. no matter what it takes I will do it.

My new song is by Art of Dying, I cant even find the song, I have the lyrics though but god I love this song.

Art of Dying Die Trying Lyrics

I think its time for me to go now,
I’ve done more harm than good
If I could change how this turned out
Yeah
You know that I would

PRE-CHORUS
Sometimes the weight is more than I can hold,
I’d rather fail than not know

CHORUS
If it takes forever,
I will die trying
If it takes forever,
I will die trying
I will die trying

VERSE 2
I wish I knew then what I know now,
I’d probably do the same
Yeah
I get the feeling it’s planned out,
From the cradle to the grave

PRE-CHORUS
Sometimes the weight is more than I can hold,
I’d rather fail than never really know

CHORUS
If it takes forever,
I will die trying
If it takes forever,
I will die trying
I will die trying

BRIDGE
I am digging a hole,
I am taking it all
I am digging a hole,
To bury my soul
I am digging

CHORUS
If it takes forever,
I will die trying [x3]
If it takes forever
I will die trying 'forever' [x2]
I will die trying.