How can it be that the people you loved yesterday become the people you hate tomarrow? Is the last goodbye really that of last? How can you be so certain that the sun will shine again, that winter is really over? There are no gaurante's in life. Only that of trying. We try and we succseed, we try and we fail. The point is we try. As long as we keep trying no one can honestly accuse you of failing. Failing is only in the eyes of that of people who have gave up trying. But even they are not failers in life. I nolonger think of myself as a screw up, a fuck up. I am simply a tryer and as long as I try then I am not failing and as long as I am not failing then I am still a live. I know someday I will get it right.