It starts first with the memories, they go, slipping away like a leaf in the river. Then after that the small things like, the touches, the smells, the sounds. The rush of spring is almost here and the abuse of winter over. How can you forget the things that once suffacated you in your life? It can be easy to simply wash away the time, as if you where to wash the blanket that once was wrapped tightly about you both. Most would say if it was true love you would never have walked away and if you had you would regret it for the rest of your life. This is untrue. You can love someone with the deepest of your core, with all your body and soul, with all your being. Still one day you can wake up, look around and sigh, knowing this is not how you want to spend your life. Its not bad to want to change your life. Its not wrong to want to move on. Its a strange thing, loves can become just a specks of water in the ocean of life. If you cant sail away then whats the point of owning a boat. Soon though the speck blends in, it becomes just one more speck in the past. One more mistake, learning pierod, what ever one needs to call it. But hey, with out these points in our lifes we can never be who we become.


Quote from today:
That had no power in it!
I had a thought in my head!
Your right that is special.