Its horrible to have to live day in day out. This over powering since of madness and chaos that joints together causing this horrible unrealistic sadness. This horrible pain deep down where you just know nothing will ever change, nothing will ever get better.

How does someone live on when feeling like this?

Yes I have been through the suicide pervtion training. I listen to all the reasons they give someone to keep living, Hell I have used the reason on others. But in the end, how do you talk yourself out of suicide.


Honestly sometimes I just dont know anymore, nor do I really care.