Ok so the fight is over and this conversation has been forgot. Or has it? Not really, ever since this person blurted out, "Well you still believe in fairy tales!" These thoughts have been rolling around in my head causing me great thought.

I do, I have to admit that I do believe in fairy tales, Ok maybe not that like Aura, or Cinderella or Snow White where real people, but that the concept of there is always another day, another way exists inside me. There is always gonna be a tomorrow. I do try to find the good in everything because I want everything to be good.

Is this wrong? Should I not feel this way? Am I simply being childish basking in the glow of something so adolescent? Or is it simply though so much bad has happened, I am just one of the lucky ones who have been able to keep my out look on life so positive and youthful that others are simply behind on the game?

I am 20 going on 21 this year, in this month. Is it time for me to put all my folly's of true love, a happy family and the prospect of tomorrow is another day full of possibilities behind me? Am I to old to believe anymore?

I honestly simply am confused, perhaps these where words that where spoken through a sibling fight, but they have stuck with me, that counts for something, right?


Well thats all for now, perhaps someone out there maybe able to give me a bit of insight, though I might not actually be ready to hear it.